S.O.S

I had this idea about saving the World

Wrap orbits in blankets

Hide us beneath the clouds

Spread pretty petals 

From the moon to the sun

Send signals of peace 

And make poverty run

Banish diseases

And put things right

Give fields a chance

To bloom in light

Take away crimes

And painfun sin

But is this where to start 

Where to begin

Do we burn prisons

An make us all pure

Do we build new defences

Around the ground

We adore

Do we put up fences

But tear down walls

How do we rid our world

Of incredible fools

But how can I start this 

How could it be

Put into place 

When I can't even save me

Madeleine.

I watch her in the Sun 

As she flicks her hair

Keep a hold of her smiles

And will always be there

She is a pure treasure 

Of shining gold

Mine so precious

To always hold

I listen to her laughter 

And her crazy ideas

I cuddle and comfort her

Through her pain and her tears

She is such beauty

Like Bluebells in Spring

As fragile as a rose

With a heart that sings

She is all that I love 

With a heart so dear 

We have shared so much 

Year after year 

In her whole being 

I see a wonderous Soul

She is my little Angel 

With only one goal

To guide her Children

As I have done

She is my Daughter

An amazing one ! 

Confliction.

He told me to do it

That voice in my head

What have you got to lose

Afterall, your emotions are led

By the pain in your heart

Where the mind gets twisted

All thoughts are disturbed

And almost black listed

What does it matter

That everything is hazy

Dance with me

Show the world you have turned crazy

Let them see through

Your paled skin

Watch you point fingers

With aggression at kin

Shout abuse and create an arguing storm

Laugh at the universe 

Unwelcome the dawn

It's driven you mad

I can see

So why not do it

And dance with me. 

Confetti.

Confetti once shone on the floor

Wedding bells died

As you walked out the door

All that love oozing

Like melted down gold

Promises in Church

Turned out in the cold

Happiness lost

As needles in hay

What was the point

Of that Glamours day

I shiver and cry 

Into that dress

Jewels I wore

Broken in distress

Cards ripped up photos destroyed

Abandoned by a heart annoyed

Pettals pulled from a once

Beautiful boquet

Spred on the floor in disarray

Tiara still sparkling

Amongst shattered dreams

Sunlight showing 

Glistening tears of streams

Gone are days 

Of  loving as one

Nights full of darkness

Have now begun

Heartache beside me

My company in bed

Mourfull sadness

Crashing into my head

Goodbye to a future

That I thought was won

I'll sit here watching 

The confetti run. 

Little Sentances.

I have this thought in my head

Circling round and round

Little sentances full of dread

A  shocking laugh took over my brain

Shuddering my body

Why can I hear that again

It's always in darkness 

That this encases me 

Round and round

I can't set my mind  free

It's like fingers crawling

through your insides

From my toes to my stomach

Evil twisting, all good thoughts slide

Sunshine and fairy dust all fall away

There is a dark side in me 

That comes out to play

It spins out a warning

of all things black

It scares me to think

Of the prayer I lack

It takes my strength

It burns up my soul 

Eats up my bible

And my whole life's goal

I'll close my eyes 

And try to release

The anger and hurt 

Of not finding peace. 

But there in my dreams

It finds it's way 

There is a dark inside me 

That will always

Be there to stay. 

Little heart of mine.

In this little heart of mine

There is so much room for giving

As he looks and smiles at me

I know I have started living

Eyes so full of oceans blue

With him I'm so secure 

You see, this Man

I really do adore

I know it will be forever 

Until the end is to come 

I can't help but think of him

He is my Morning Sun

Every thing I feel inside 

all of what he is

Is in this little heart of mine

For what he always gives. 

Haunted.

Chaires topple

Tables slide

All aided by a Ghost

They hide in dark places

And scare me the most

Just because I can't see them

Doesn't mean they are not there 

Hidden under my duvet

Listening to every creak on the stair

I wonder what they want from me

Why they call my name

Lights flicker on and off

They like to play their games

I beg comfort from huddled in my bed

Drawing up my pillow

To cover my sleepy dread

Shadows creep over me

I swear I see a light

Twinkling on the ceiling

Giving me such a fright

I need to fall asleep now

Wishing they would go away

But every sense can feel them

I think they are here to stay

They are not loved ones watching over me 

They dance along my walls

With such cruelty

I scramble out prayers

Demanding them to disappear

I can't help but lay so still

Drowning in my fear

Hurry up day light

Take these Ghosts away

I wish they would stop

Making the chandelier sway

Tapping on the floor boards 

opening a  door

I really don't want my skin

To prickle any more

But as I start to fall asleep

Every thing goes still

Darkness is free again

All around me so tranquill

Warm and cosy

Tiny steps to Heaven.

Once upon a castle

In a fairy taled land

I took tiny steps to Heaven

A Princess took my hand

My living wasn't ending

I had gone to play with stars

Glitter sprinkled at my feet

Healing all my scars

I laid in fields of blossom

With soft silky sleeves

My Angel gently spoke to me

"Here you will never have to leave"

She said I cold watch over 

Everyone I love

I could dance with pretty moon beams

And touch the flying Dove

My living isn't over

Here it's just begun

I'll tumbel over cotton clouds

And watch you from the sun. 

The Devil Inside.

Angels wings won't find me

Never to hear their song

The devil put a curse on me

He said my soul was wrong

But I know I am good inside

And adore the ones I love

He laughed such a sickening cry

As he stripped  feathers from a Dove

I pleaded and argued

We had such a row

Only to him

He said 

I must always bow

He played out my scenarios

with such a twisted grin

"I like to play games" he said

"And I always win"

Flashes.

Sitting in my bedroom

Reading a good book

Then I saw the lightening

The thunder shook

Pulling back the curtains

To watch battering rain

Splashes down in rivers

That tumble down the drain

Neighbours at their windows

Glancing at the sky

The beauty of our universe

Brings a tear drop to my eye

Electricity slips away

To hide back in fright

But me, I embrace this enormous wonder

With pure excited delight

I listen as it crashes

Surrounds us in it's path

Raging as a Temptress 

With an evil laugh

Storm you made the night so black

Lightening you must agree

That even though your mesmerising 

You set our feelings free

You bring a peace and stillness

When yor wrath is danced

Happy in your knowing 

You put us in a trance

So for now you fade away

Huddled up in space

I'll greet the day with open arms

When again we meet face to face. 

Dreams.

Dreams are places to play out sweet games

To run wild without any shame

To stamp your feet

shout out loud

Run to the sun and climb on clouds

Pick at the stars

climb on rainbows

Poke at the galaxy as it tickles your toes

Steal some magical moon beams

Pocket two or three

Playing games in a pretty world

Happily and free

Where you can live your fantasies

Among pools of gold

The universe in your hands

Precious for you to hold

Green petaled flowers

Candy floss sky

As you wake from a slumber

All gone in the blink of an eye

But smile at the Morning

Laugh all day

For tonight in your dreams

You can go back to play.