Little Sentances.

I have this thought in my head

Circling round and round

Little sentances full of dread

A  shocking laugh took over my brain

Shuddering my body

Why can I hear that again

It's always in darkness 

That this encases me 

Round and round

I can't set my mind  free

It's like fingers crawling

through your insides

From my toes to my stomach

Evil twisting, all good thoughts slide

Sunshine and fairy dust all fall away

There is a dark side in me 

That comes out to play

It spins out a warning

of all things black

It scares me to think

Of the prayer I lack

It takes my strength

It burns up my soul 

Eats up my bible

And my whole life's goal

I'll close my eyes 

And try to release

The anger and hurt 

Of not finding peace. 

But there in my dreams

It finds it's way 

There is a dark inside me 

That will always

Be there to stay.