Struggle

Lions dandy and flutter bys

Everything twisted

As a sad life slides

Hands that won't move 

On clocks with no tick

Tears of laughter turning bitter

Until I feel sick

Wrong sized shoes

Crumpling up my toes

Blisters surrounding my heart 

No longer sweet smells 

Falling on my nose 

Backward floating clouds

Rain running up

Soot in my veins

Pumping so loud

Blooms that wither 

Petals never spring

Frames have lost pictures

A phone forgotten how to ring

A rose without thorn

Greens turned blue

A suspicious living 

Nothing on cue

Life now scrambled

Snow that glows warm

The fox stopped hunting

Night took over my dawn

Birds lose their wings

All breeze has stopped blowing

Darkness decended

Creating evil unknowing

Trickery in trees

No leaves to be seen

Dirt disgusting

Replacing the clean

Waves have gone

Sea remains still

Earth no longer spins

Universe has lost her will

This all changed the day you were taken

My world caved in

Left me forsaken

Angels now keep you

Amongst the stars

I am left here 

Cradling scars

So come down from Heaven 

 Hold me tight 

Take both my hands 

And give me back light

Stay with me here

Please, never let go

Just come back

So this world can glow

Don't let me be lonely

Stay by my side

I'm sitting here struggling

As my sad life slides.