Little Sentances.

I have this thought in my head

Circling round and round

Little sentances full of dread

A  shocking laugh took over my brain

Shuddering my body

Why can I hear that again

It's always in darkness 

That this encases me 

Round and round

I can't set my mind  free

It's like fingers crawling

through your insides

From my toes to my stomach

Evil twisting, all good thoughts slide

Sunshine and fairy dust all fall away

There is a dark side in me 

That comes out to play

It spins out a warning

of all things black

It scares me to think

Of the prayer I lack

It takes my strength

It burns up my soul 

Eats up my bible

And my whole life's goal

I'll close my eyes 

And try to release

The anger and hurt 

Of not finding peace. 

But there in my dreams

It finds it's way 

There is a dark inside me 

That will always

Be there to stay. 

Little heart of mine.

In this little heart of mine

There is so much room for giving

As he looks and smiles at me

I know I have started living

Eyes so full of oceans blue

With him I'm so secure 

You see, this Man

I really do adore

I know it will be forever 

Until the end is to come 

I can't help but think of him

He is my Morning Sun

Every thing I feel inside 

all of what he is

Is in this little heart of mine

For what he always gives. 

Haunted.

Chaires topple

Tables slide

All aided by a Ghost

They hide in dark places

And scare me the most

Just because I can't see them

Doesn't mean they are not there 

Hidden under my duvet

Listening to every creak on the stair

I wonder what they want from me

Why they call my name

Lights flicker on and off

They like to play their games

I beg comfort from huddled in my bed

Drawing up my pillow

To cover my sleepy dread

Shadows creep over me

I swear I see a light

Twinkling on the ceiling

Giving me such a fright

I need to fall asleep now

Wishing they would go away

But every sense can feel them

I think they are here to stay

They are not loved ones watching over me 

They dance along my walls

With such cruelty

I scramble out prayers

Demanding them to disappear

I can't help but lay so still

Drowning in my fear

Hurry up day light

Take these Ghosts away

I wish they would stop

Making the chandelier sway

Tapping on the floor boards 

opening a  door

I really don't want my skin

To prickle any more

But as I start to fall asleep

Every thing goes still

Darkness is free again

All around me so tranquill

Warm and cosy

Tiny steps to Heaven.

Once upon a castle

In a fairy taled land

I took tiny steps to Heaven

A Princess took my hand

My living wasn't ending

I had gone to play with stars

Glitter sprinkled at my feet

Healing all my scars

I laid in fields of blossom

With soft silky sleeves

My Angel gently spoke to me

"Here you will never have to leave"

She said I cold watch over 

Everyone I love

I could dance with pretty moon beams

And touch the flying Dove

My living isn't over

Here it's just begun

I'll tumbel over cotton clouds

And watch you from the sun. 

The Devil Inside.

Angels wings won't find me

Never to hear their song

The devil put a curse on me

He said my soul was wrong

But I know I am good inside

And adore the ones I love

He laughed such a sickening cry

As he stripped  feathers from a Dove

I pleaded and argued

We had such a row

Only to him

He said 

I must always bow

He played out my scenarios

with such a twisted grin

"I like to play games" he said

"And I always win"

Flashes.

Sitting in my bedroom

Reading a good book

Then I saw the lightening

The thunder shook

Pulling back the curtains

To watch battering rain

Splashes down in rivers

That tumble down the drain

Neighbours at their windows

Glancing at the sky

The beauty of our universe

Brings a tear drop to my eye

Electricity slips away

To hide back in fright

But me, I embrace this enormous wonder

With pure excited delight

I listen as it crashes

Surrounds us in it's path

Raging as a Temptress 

With an evil laugh

Storm you made the night so black

Lightening you must agree

That even though your mesmerising 

You set our feelings free

You bring a peace and stillness

When yor wrath is danced

Happy in your knowing 

You put us in a trance

So for now you fade away

Huddled up in space

I'll greet the day with open arms

When again we meet face to face. 

Dreams.

Dreams are places to play out sweet games

To run wild without any shame

To stamp your feet

shout out loud

Run to the sun and climb on clouds

Pick at the stars

climb on rainbows

Poke at the galaxy as it tickles your toes

Steal some magical moon beams

Pocket two or three

Playing games in a pretty world

Happily and free

Where you can live your fantasies

Among pools of gold

The universe in your hands

Precious for you to hold

Green petaled flowers

Candy floss sky

As you wake from a slumber

All gone in the blink of an eye

But smile at the Morning

Laugh all day

For tonight in your dreams

You can go back to play.