A sad little curse


It wait's there, twisted
Curling in your brain
What do you do
Apart from re live it again
Walls can't protect you
There is no shelter to hide
Raindrops keep falling
Into your heart they slide
Cries in the night go out as lonely pleas
No one will listen
They get so lost in the breeze
Demons take over
Seeping black through your skin
Vampires are waiting
To take you as their Kin
Red droplets are shown
Sparkling in your eyes
Fall on your face
And stain your skies
Help is not coming
It's time to give in
Let the Devil take you
Enfold you in sin
Give up this world
And no longer be
A sad little curse
Never to be set free

S.O.S

I had this idea about saving the World

Wrap orbits in blankets

Hide us beneath the clouds

Spread pretty petals 

From the moon to the sun

Send signals of peace 

And make poverty run

Banish diseases

And put things right

Give fields a chance

To bloom in light

Take away crimes

And painfun sin

But is this where to start 

Where to begin

Do we burn prisons

An make us all pure

Do we build new defences

Around the ground

We adore

Do we put up fences

But tear down walls

How do we rid our world

Of incredible fools

But how can I start this 

How could it be

Put into place 

When I can't even save me

Madeleine.

I watch her in the Sun 

As she flicks her hair

Keep a hold of her smiles

And will always be there

She is a pure treasure 

Of shining gold

Mine so precious

To always hold

I listen to her laughter 

And her crazy ideas

I cuddle and comfort her

Through her pain and her tears

She is such beauty

Like Bluebells in Spring

As fragile as a rose

With a heart that sings

She is all that I love 

With a heart so dear 

We have shared so much 

Year after year 

In her whole being 

I see a wonderous Soul

She is my little Angel 

With only one goal

To guide her Children

As I have done

She is my Daughter

An amazing one ! 

Confliction.

He told me to do it

That voice in my head

What have you got to lose

Afterall, your emotions are led

By the pain in your heart

Where the mind gets twisted

All thoughts are disturbed

And almost black listed

What does it matter

That everything is hazy

Dance with me

Show the world you have turned crazy

Let them see through

Your paled skin

Watch you point fingers

With aggression at kin

Shout abuse and create an arguing storm

Laugh at the universe 

Unwelcome the dawn

It's driven you mad

I can see

So why not do it

And dance with me. 

Confetti.

Confetti once shone on the floor

Wedding bells died

As you walked out the door

All that love oozing

Like melted down gold

Promises in Church

Turned out in the cold

Happiness lost

As needles in hay

What was the point

Of that Glamours day

I shiver and cry 

Into that dress

Jewels I wore

Broken in distress

Cards ripped up photos destroyed

Abandoned by a heart annoyed

Pettals pulled from a once

Beautiful boquet

Spred on the floor in disarray

Tiara still sparkling

Amongst shattered dreams

Sunlight showing 

Glistening tears of streams

Gone are days 

Of  loving as one

Nights full of darkness

Have now begun

Heartache beside me

My company in bed

Mourfull sadness

Crashing into my head

Goodbye to a future

That I thought was won

I'll sit here watching 

The confetti run. 

Little Sentances.

I have this thought in my head

Circling round and round

Little sentances full of dread

A  shocking laugh took over my brain

Shuddering my body

Why can I hear that again

It's always in darkness 

That this encases me 

Round and round

I can't set my mind  free

It's like fingers crawling

through your insides

From my toes to my stomach

Evil twisting, all good thoughts slide

Sunshine and fairy dust all fall away

There is a dark side in me 

That comes out to play

It spins out a warning

of all things black

It scares me to think

Of the prayer I lack

It takes my strength

It burns up my soul 

Eats up my bible

And my whole life's goal

I'll close my eyes 

And try to release

The anger and hurt 

Of not finding peace. 

But there in my dreams

It finds it's way 

There is a dark inside me 

That will always

Be there to stay. 

Little heart of mine.

In this little heart of mine

There is so much room for giving

As he looks and smiles at me

I know I have started living

Eyes so full of oceans blue

With him I'm so secure 

You see, this Man

I really do adore

I know it will be forever 

Until the end is to come 

I can't help but think of him

He is my Morning Sun

Every thing I feel inside 

all of what he is

Is in this little heart of mine

For what he always gives.