Struggle

Lions dandy and flutter bys

Everything twisted

As a sad life slides

Hands that won't move 

On clocks with no tick

Tears of laughter turning bitter

Until I feel sick

Wrong sized shoes

Crumpling up my toes

Blisters surrounding my heart 

No longer sweet smells 

Falling on my nose 

Backward floating clouds

Rain running up

Soot in my veins

Pumping so loud

Blooms that wither 

Petals never spring

Frames have lost pictures

A phone forgotten how to ring

A rose without thorn

Greens turned blue

A suspicious living 

Nothing on cue

Life now scrambled

Snow that glows warm

The fox stopped hunting

Night took over my dawn

Birds lose their wings

All breeze has stopped blowing

Darkness decended

Creating evil unknowing

Trickery in trees

No leaves to be seen

Dirt disgusting

Replacing the clean

Waves have gone

Sea remains still

Earth no longer spins

Universe has lost her will

This all changed the day you were taken

My world caved in

Left me forsaken

Angels now keep you

Amongst the stars

I am left here 

Cradling scars

So come down from Heaven 

 Hold me tight 

Take both my hands 

And give me back light

Stay with me here

Please, never let go

Just come back

So this world can glow

Don't let me be lonely

Stay by my side

I'm sitting here struggling

As my sad life slides. 

Disturbing The Peace

The Crickets tell me 

As I wander through the park

The full moon is creeping

Soon it will be dark

When forces of Evil 

Spread out their wings

Gather up our air

And breathe it in

Come to cause trouble

And poke at our dreams

Snatch at our hearts

Drinking blood

From it's seams

They hide in dust

Remaining so still

Willing us to trip 

To take us against our will

Twisting in the shadows

No reflections in puddles

They live in confusion

Minds black in a muddle

They are the unclaimed 

That walk grey lands

No heaven, no hell

No help in Angles hands

They are the dammed 

Of  love forsaken

Tattered dark misery

All hope was stripped and ruthlessly taken 

They were the saddened and deeply depressed

On a journey of nothing 

What else was there left

But to follow a path of burning hell

Down ashened stairs 

Where the flames swell

So I must quicken my step

And stay out of their way

As it scares me to know 

They will come for me one day. 

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Bleakness

Love is not triumphant

It does not win at all

It causes pain and weekness

As a rain of tears fall

Sends you to a dark place

Where evil things are said

Twists your mind to unknow places

Where every thought seems dead

Unable to find a journey

Of where to start again

A bleak path of troubles

Laid out in all your pain

Love is not our saviour

It blinds all we see

It takes away our dignity

And won't let us be

A sad little curse


It wait's there, twisted
Curling in your brain
What do you do
Apart from re live it again
Walls can't protect you
There is no shelter to hide
Raindrops keep falling
Into your heart they slide
Cries in the night go out as lonely pleas
No one will listen
They get so lost in the breeze
Demons take over
Seeping black through your skin
Vampires are waiting
To take you as their Kin
Red droplets are shown
Sparkling in your eyes
Fall on your face
And stain your skies
Help is not coming
It's time to give in
Let the Devil take you
Enfold you in sin
Give up this world
And no longer be
A sad little curse
Never to be set free

S.O.S

I had this idea about saving the World

Wrap orbits in blankets

Hide us beneath the clouds

Spread pretty petals 

From the moon to the sun

Send signals of peace 

And make poverty run

Banish diseases

And put things right

Give fields a chance

To bloom in light

Take away crimes

And painfun sin

But is this where to start 

Where to begin

Do we burn prisons

An make us all pure

Do we build new defences

Around the ground

We adore

Do we put up fences

But tear down walls

How do we rid our world

Of incredible fools

But how can I start this 

How could it be

Put into place 

When I can't even save me

Madeleine.

I watch her in the Sun 

As she flicks her hair

Keep a hold of her smiles

And will always be there

She is a pure treasure 

Of shining gold

Mine so precious

To always hold

I listen to her laughter 

And her crazy ideas

I cuddle and comfort her

Through her pain and her tears

She is such beauty

Like Bluebells in Spring

As fragile as a rose

With a heart that sings

She is all that I love 

With a heart so dear 

We have shared so much 

Year after year 

In her whole being 

I see a wonderous Soul

She is my little Angel 

With only one goal

To guide her Children

As I have done

She is my Daughter

An amazing one ! 

Confliction.

He told me to do it

That voice in my head

What have you got to lose

Afterall, your emotions are led

By the pain in your heart

Where the mind gets twisted

All thoughts are disturbed

And almost black listed

What does it matter

That everything is hazy

Dance with me

Show the world you have turned crazy

Let them see through

Your paled skin

Watch you point fingers

With aggression at kin

Shout abuse and create an arguing storm

Laugh at the universe 

Unwelcome the dawn

It's driven you mad

I can see

So why not do it

And dance with me.